Parable of the Good Shepherd

Once again we were sitting together with Jesus with a crowd surrounding us.  Jesus taught in parables which are simple stories that helped us understand him better.  I enjoyed listening to Jesus.  He’s firm but full of love and compassion. The story he shared today is a great example of his love.

Jesus shared a parable about the Good Shepherd and his sheep.

“Anyone who sneaks over a wall of a sheepfold instead of going through the gate is a robber.  The one who enters through the gate is the shepherd.  The gate is opened for him and the sheep recognise his voice and they come to him.  The shepherd knows each sheep by name.  He gathers together the flock, walks ahead of them and they know his voice.  Sheep won’t follow just anyone, they will run away from strangers because they don’t recognise their voice.”

I love sheep.  My youngest brother is a shepherd, so I understood about how important it is for the shepherd to look after their sheep.  I can come and visit and hold the new-born lambs, but the sheep don’t respond to my voice.  Yet, when Moshe, my brother speaks, all the sheep come to him and follow him wherever he goes.  He has to go in and out of a gate to get to the sheep and bring them back to safety.

People didn’t understand what the illustration of the shepherd had to do with Jesus or them so he explained the parable to them.

He said, “I am the gate for the sheep.  People have come up to the gate as thieves and robbers trying to snatch the sheep away.  The true sheep didn’t listen to them as they didn’t recognise who they were.

“I am the gate, safety and security for my sheep.  Those who come through me will be saved.  The sheep who come to me will go freely in and find good pastures.  The thief’s purpose is to steal and to kill.  My purpose is to give you abundant life, life to the full.”

How marvellous!! Jesus is my safety and security.  If I stay with him and trust him, I will continue to have abundant life.  I already know I have this as he has already changed my life so much.  I do not want any thief to try and steal this joy away from me.

Jesus continued by saying, “I am the Good Shepherd.  The shepherd gives his life for the sheep.  A hired person will run away if he sees a wolf coming. He will abandon the sheep because they don’t belong to him and he isn’t their shepherd.  The wolf comes, attacks and scatters the flock.  The worker runs away as he is only working for money.  He doesn’t care about the sheep.

“I am the Good Shepherd.  I have an intimate relationship with my sheep and they with me just as I have the same relationship with my Father and he with me.  I sacrifice my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that are not in this sheepfold and I must bring them too.  They will listen also and be one flock with one Shepherd. The Father loves me because I sacrifice my life so I may take it up again.  No none can take my life, I give it up voluntarily.  I have the authority to lay it down when I want to and also take it up again.  This is what the Father commanded.”

I love being a friend with Jesus.  However, right now there is a part of me that is grieved again. Jesus told us about his death before.  I put it behind me until now.  I don’t want to think about him leaving us and dying.  I want to stay with him forever.   He says he will take his life up again and be raised up from the grave.  I have heard about him bringing the little girl back to life, but how is he going to raise himself up once he’s dead?  I don’t want to lose the best person in my life.

My thoughts were distracted by the people talking around me.  They were divided in their opinions about Jesus.  Some thought he was out of his mind and or demon possessed.  They thought we should not listen to him.

Others said “It doesn’t sound like he is possessed.  Can a demon heal and open blind eyes?”

I believe Jesus is who he says he is.  He is the Messiah, the Son of God.  The sad thing is I cannot tell the people this.  I wish they would just listen, truly listen to Jesus and open their hearts to him.  Oh, how my heart grieves for their souls.


*A shepherd is one who tends, leads, guides, loves, feeds and protects a flock.

*Abundant life- is a rich, satisfying life that is superabundant, overflowing, excessive, over and above, extraordinary, profuse and more than sufficient.

*God wants us to be happy and prosperous.  Jesus declares His intention to restore to man what God intended for us and block the enemy’s intent to stop us from receiving this abundant life.

*I AM the Good Shepherd- I am, I have been, I always will be I am Yahweh.

For further study:

John 10:1-21



Lent Series: The Greatest in the Kingdom

We were walking together going to a new area with Jesus.  The disciples were arguing on the road about which one was the greatest.


Why do they always have to be the greatest amongst themselves?  What is the big deal anyway?  Are we not in this together with Jesus?

The disciples even had the nerve to ask Jesus “Who is the greatest in the kingdom?”!

I cringed when I heard them asked. But Jesus was so calm with them. He is so patient and compassionate. I guess he understood why they were asking.

Jesus saw a child on the side of the road and asked the boy to come beside him.

He said unless we turn from our sins and become like little children, we will never get into the kingdom of Heaven.  We are to become humble as the little boy in front of us.  This child is the greatest in the kingdom.

He continued by saying “Anyone who welcomes a child like this one on my behalf is welcoming me.  But if you cause one to fall into sin, it would be better for you to have a large millstone tied around the neck and be drowned in the sea.”

I remembered as a little girl enjoying sitting on Father’s knee whilst he shared some of the stories of the early years of the Israelites.  I had so much fun during our Jewish holidays playing the games, joining in building a sukka, lighting candles and finding the remaining scraps of chametz (part of the matzah).

Part of me now feels like that little girl as I listen to Jesus.  I desire to have a childlike faith as I did when I was younger. I don’t want to lose the wonder of when I saw Jesus for the first time and the sheer joy that filled my heart. I want to keep this joy all of my days.

Jesus continues and says “Sorrow awaits the world because it tempts people to sin.  Temptations are inevitable but what sorrow awaits for anyone who does the tempting!  So if a hand or a foot causes us to sin, it is to be cut off and thrown away.  It is better to get rid of them instead of being thrown into the eternal fire with everything intact.  If our eye causes us to sin, we are better to gouge it out and throw it away for it is better than keeping it and being thrown in the fires of hell.”

The only way I knew how to get rid of my troubles was to come to Jesus and ask for help.  I know if I was not healed, I would have been heading straight to hell.  I don’t want to tempt other people and make them do what is wrong.  What a large responsibility!  I am to be an example to those around me.  If something makes me do wrong I am to get rid of it.  I don’t want to go to hell when I die.  I have heard stories of how horrible the place is with fire and gnashing of teeth.  The thought of it makes me shudder.

Jesus finished his illustration with the little boy and said “Don’t look down on any of the little ones.  In Heaven, their angels are always in the presence of God.”

I wonder what the men were thinking now.  I think we women understand a bit better about children because of our motherly instincts.  I understood very clearly what Jesus was talking about. The men were looking a bit embarrassed and sheepish.  Who knows? Maybe they won’t fight over being the greatest again.


*Childlikeness- humans tend to associate authority as being dominant over others.  God wants us to live fruitful lives, getting rid of things that would lead us to hell or gaining control of others only to serve our own interests.

*Childlike humility establishes the style and spirit by which our authority as a believer should be exercised as agents of God’s kingdom.

*To become humble means to be made low or lower oneself. It is a person who is free from all arrogance and self-exaltation, one who submits to God and His will willingly.

For further study:

Matthew 18:1-10; Mark 9:33-37; Luke 9:46-48; Deuteronomy 4:9; Psalm 145:4

Matthew 18.5

Lent Series: Take up your cross and follow Me

After warning us about not telling anyone he is the Messiah, Jesus spoke to us about his death.  He told us he was going to be betrayed into the hands of his enemies.  He said he was going to suffer many terrible things at the hands of the elders, priests, and teachers of religious laws.  He would be killed on the third day, but he would be raised from the dead.  One day it will be necessary for him to go to Jerusalem for a period of time for all of these things to happen.

I felt really sad.  I just began to know Jesus and had the chance to spend more time with him.  Why is he talking about his death as if it is going to be happening any time soon?  He’s young, he’s only in his early thirties.  I didn’t want to lose him.  Surely, as the Son of God, he could put a stop to this?

Peter took Jesus aside and started reprimanding him.  He was saying to Jesus what was on all of our hearts.  Peter speaks up a lot for us.  Often times he puts his foot in his mouth, but we are grateful for him sharing our feelings with Jesus.

Surprisingly, Jesus looked at Peter and said, “Get away from me Satan!  You are a dangerous trap to me.*  You see things from a human viewpoint rather than God’s.”

Ouch!  What a sharp statement!  Peter, like Satan?  Us, like Satan?  You could see the sheepish look in Peter’s eyes. Poor Peter stepped back and sat down sulking.

Jesus sat down with us and said “If we wanted to be his follower, we have to let go of our selfish ways, take up our cross and follow him.  If we hang on to our own life, we will lose it.  But if we give up our lives for the Lord, we will be saved.  What will we gain if we have the whole world but lose our souls?  The Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father’s Glory and will judge everyone according to their deeds.  If anyone is ashamed of him and his message in these sinful and adulterous days, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them.”

All of us left everything behind to follow Jesus.  Some left their boats, one left tax collecting, another was a doctor, and I left my family and my things.  What else are we to give up?  Jesus released me from seven demons, I am now a new person, but I am to take up my cross to follow him?  Crosses were for criminals to carry, criminals such as murderers and robbers.  Crosses were a sign of shame so everyone can see you were guilty of whatever wrong you were accused of.  Is this the type of cross we are expected to bear?

How could any of us be ashamed of Jesus?  He has done so much for us.  We have seen him cure diseases, raise people from the dead, make the sea calm, and so much more.  I am not ashamed of him.  He is my Lord, my Rabbi, and my friend.

We all spoke with each other concerned about all we just heard.  None of us really understood what Jesus was talking about but we didn’t want to ask.  The rest of the day we were just feeling rather down.  What were we to do?  We try our best to follow Jesus no matter what, and yet, it seems it’s not enough.  But… Maybe it is, and we are to teach others to live for him and give up everything like we had to follow Jesus.  We have been heckled by many for following Jesus. If following Jesus means dying, then so be it.  I want to do whatever Jesus calls me to do. I couldn’t do anything less.


*A dangerous trap is a snare, stumbling block and signifies that which causes error or sin.

For further study:

Matthew 16:21-26; 17:22-23; Mark 8:31-38; 9:30-32; Luke 9:22-25, 43-45

Lent Series: Peter confesses Jesus as Lord

One afternoon we were all sitting together having a chat about all we had seen and heard over the past several months.  We were all amazed at what Jesus had done and were still trying to digest everything.

Jesus joined in the conversation and asked us, “Who do people say that the Son of Man is?”

Several of us replied, “John the Baptist, Elijah, Jeremiah, or one of the other Prophets.”

I knew Jesus was so much more.  He is truly the Son of God.  This was the reason he was able to do all the marvellous things he had been doing.  The power of God lives in him.

Peter answered Jesus, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the Living God!”

Wow! I knew Jesus was the Son of God.  For some reason, I don’t think it clicked in my head that Jesus was the Messiah.  We have been waiting for centuries for the Messiah.  Prophecies were foretold about the Messiah coming.  At every Passover, we have a place for Elijah and we believe when he came, the Messiah would also. The Messiah is the Anointed One who was to come to save us all.

Jesus told Peter he is blessed because God the Father has revealed this truth to him as he couldn’t have learnt this from anyone else.  He then told Simon Peter his name will always be called Peter which means Rock.  Jesus told him the church will be built on him and the powers of hell will not conquer it.

What is the church?  I know it is a group of people gathered together sharing the same purpose in life.  I didn’t understand anything Jesus was talking about with Peter.

Peter was given the keys of the kingdom of heaven.  Jesus said whatever is bound on earth is bound in heaven and whatever is loosed on earth will be loosed in heaven.

Jesus warned us not to tell anyone He was the Messiah.

At first, we talked amongst ourselves because we wondered why we couldn’t say anything.  We thought Jesus would love to have people know their long-awaited Messiah is here.  But as we were talking, we came to the conclusion that if people knew, they would treat him even more differently now.  The religious rulers would have a field day; they insist on having to wait for Elijah to come first before the Messiah.

I didn’t want to imagine what the rulers would do if they realised Jesus is the Messiah.  I don’t think they would believe it.  I also think they would do anything to get rid of Jesus as they already didn’t like him.

I promised to keep my mouth shut about these matters when I talk to my family and others as we walk with Jesus wherever he goes.  I am sure the time will be right to share… one day.


*The keys Jesus spoke about to Peter means authority.  Jesus gave Peter and to us now the authority of Heaven on earth.

*The church has authority to release healing, etc as Jesus released healing in his life, death, and resurrection.  We are empowered by the Holy Spirit to let His Kingdom come and His will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

*Declaring Jesus as the Messiah would have caused a major political uproar.  It wasn’t Jesus’ time to be known to others as the Messiah.

For further study:

Matthew 16:13-20; Mark 8:27-30; Luke 9:18-21

Jesus Walks on Water

After the feeding of the 5,000, Jesus sent us and the disciples back to the boats to go to the other side of the lake.  We went back and forth on the lake a lot.  It’s the best way to get to places and the lake is large and such a part of the area around us.  We walked down to the boats whilst Jesus stayed behind.  He was going to send the crowds home and find a place to pray.

Finally, Jesus had the time alone, he so desperately needed after his cousin was beheaded. He put his emotions and needs aside for everyone else. Now, Jesus needed time alone with his Father.

The night grew darker and later.  We all began to fall asleep as we were tired and full.  The stars were so bright and twinkling and all we could hear is the water lapping against the side of the boats.

Somewhere around three in the morning, there was a very strong wind blowing around us.  Waves were large and beginning to fill the boats.  We all woke up as we were getting completely soaked through.  We began to use some buckets to get the water out.

Out of nowhere, this man came walking on the water!  Some of the disciples were getting afraid thinking he was a ghost.  I had no idea who he was.  I was trembling inside, my heart was racing, sweat pouring down my face.  I was wondering if I was in a dream or something.

The man, ghost, whatever, spoke up.  “Don’t be afraid,” he said.  “Take courage, I am here!”

We all then realised it was Jesus walking on the water!  Phew!  My heart slowed down and even though I was still trembling, I felt a calm rush over me.

Peter, (of course it had to be Peter) called out to Jesus saying, “Lord, if it is really you, tell me to come out to you, walking on the water.”

I seriously thought Peter was a glutton for punishment.  Didn’t he know men don’t walk on water.  Jesus could because he’s Jesus.  I was worried this was going to end up in a disaster.

Jesus told Peter to come.

I moved closer to the edge of the boat.  I had to see this.

Peter stepped out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.  He was walking fine.  Wow!  I couldn’t believe my eyes, Peter, a simple man who was just a fisherman, now walking on the water.

I think the excitement got to Peter.  He started to look around and realising he was on top of the water, he saw the waves smacking against his feet and he began to sink.

Oh no, Peter!  Why were you so stupid to have tried in the first place?  But then again, he did walk on the water with confidence toward Jesus.  It wasn’t until he started to look around and realising where he was, he began to sink.

Jesus reached out and grabbed Peter’s arm.  “You have so little faith.  Why did you doubt me?

I really thought Peter had some guts.  He must have had faith to go out walking on the water.  There was a bit of faith, but Peter didn’t keep his eyes on Jesus and therefore sank. I am not sure if I would have had enough faith to do what Peter did. I believe Jesus is Lord, but I am not at all as tenacious as Peter.

When Peter and Jesus climbed back into the boat, we all began to worship Jesus declaring he is truly the Son of God.  What a glorious time of worship it was!

I pray God will give me the faith Peter had. I want to be able to walk on water. I pray Jesus will help me keep my eyes on him. May I not look to myself and the circumstances around me. I pray Jesus will give me more faith to see him clearly and to be strong like he is.

We then landed at Gennesaret early in the morning.  People recognised Jesus and more crowds came from the whole area bringing those who were sick just to touch the fringe of his robe.  Everyone who touched him was healed.  I just enjoyed watching Jesus taking care of them and seeing the love in his eyes for each person.

For further study:

Matthew 14:22-33; Mark 6:45-52; John 6:15-21



Sufficient Grace © Tanya Dooley

No matter what I’m going through,

No matter how I feel,

You are always with me,

You are always near.


Though the pain seems unbearable,

Though my heart aches beyond words,

Even when answers are hard to find,

Lord Jesus, You are here.


You hold me close to your side,

Your grace sustains me,

Sufficient in my weakness,

It carries me through.


Your strength is perfect,

Your love is true.

Your grace amazing,

I can trust in You.


For You alone are God,

Holy and majestic,

My Creator and Sustainer,

You are always faithful.


So no matter what tomorrow brings,

I will bless Your name

and lift up my praise,

because Your grace is sufficient,

Your grace is true.

I know I can make it,

By simply relying on You.


2 Corinthians 12.9 (8)

Jesus Feeds the 5,000

Jesus got into a boat toward Bethsaida to a remote area to be alone with us.  We haven’t eaten for quite a while and Jesus wanted us all to find some food.  As we arrived on the seashore, again, crowds were there.  People had heard where we were going and followed on foot from many areas.  Jesus saw the crowd and had compassion on them.  He saw them as sheep without a shepherd needing guidance and love.  He healed the sick and taught them about the kingdom of God.

It was evening and the skies were getting dark.  The area was remote so it would take some time for anyone to go to their villages for food and rest.  The disciples asked Jesus to send the crowd to the local villages and farms to eat.  I knew I was hungry and ready to rest myself so I joined in agreement with them.

Jesus just looked at us and said “You feed them.”

What? How can we feed them when we don’t have enough money?  Even a month’s wages from all of us wouldn’t be enough to feed the many people that are around us.  Jesus told us to ask around if anyone had any food.

Andrew came back and replied to Jesus, “There’s a young boy here with five loaves of barley bread and two fish.”

I thought, “How in the world is that going to feed these many people?  I know Jesus can perform miracles, casting out demons, bringing people back from the dead, calming storms, etc.  But to only use five loaves of bread and two fish? I guess I need to trust him. He has never failed me or any of us so far.”

Jesus told Andrew to bring the food to him.  He asked the people to sit down on the ground.  They sat in groups of fifty and a hundred.  Jesus lifted the food up and prayed over it.  He blessed it.  Jesus then broke the bread and fish and gave it to us to distribute among the people.  It took quite a long time to give the food out.  The food just kept coming!

We all sat down as well and ate.  I was so glad to finally eat.  The bread was lovely and soft.  The fish was fresh. I ate until I was completely full up and could no longer eat anything else.

After everyone finished eating, Jesus asked us to pick up the leftovers.  The twelve disciples had a basket each.  We ladies helped as well.  Despite the amount of people, it seemed ages to pick up the food.  When we were finished cleaning up, all twelve baskets were full!

I was completely amazed.  Jesus just fed about 5,000 men plus women and children with just five barley loaves and two fish.  Is there anything impossible for Jesus?

When the people realised what had happened they exclaimed, “Surely, he is the Prophet we have been expecting!”

Yes, Jesus is indeed.  But He is more than a Prophet.  He is the Son of God.  He is amazing!

Jesus spent time chatting with the people, getting to know them.  I loved to watch his reactions as he went around the groups.  He had so much tenderness in his eyes.  He cared for people no matter their status in life.  Everyone mattered and I believe that is what drew the crowds to him.  People needed to be encouraged and loved. Jesus is who they have been looking for.

For further study:

Matthew 14:13-21; Mark 6:30-44; Luke 9:10-17; John 6:1-14